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So many shifts- onto tumblr
So much has changed for me. Everything's different. Everything's new. I've been posting on tumblr. Note or comment if you want a link- don't want to directly connect these identities...
Much love- Darla
Growth
In this last week I have grow and healed more than I have in the last year. For the first time in my life I have found a grip on who I am and WHY I am the way I am. My whole life I've been on autopilot, in survival mode, and I didn't know why. I always believed that my health and my mind would always just be a bit - off.
I am dreamy, spacing, scatterbrained. My brother used to ask me if I was deaf when I missed bits of conversation.
I got medication for anxiety, and I discovered this bold, energetic Darla where medication should dumb me down. I found it hard to stay still - I couldn't do what I wanted, I had to move. And I figured out that
So much to do
A couple days ago I signed the lease for a 2 bedroom basement suite with my boyfriend. We were gonna wait a little while longer before living together (we had talked about it a lot), but we were driving earlier in the week, and he asked me to get a place with him. I had already been looking at a place online for him, and it was the only place we looked at. It's perfect. Landlord lives upstairs, and I'm pretty sure he fell in love with us. He just wants someone no-fuss to rent it out and watch over the house when he travels.
He said he hopes we stay forever XD.
You want to know what the best part is? We had both agreed months ago that when w
So happy I forgot a title..
Love is knowing that I all want to do is make him happy, happier than he's ever been,
... and then realizing that what he wants is to watch me grow, change, evolve.
to life without fear, and be bold.
And love is realizing, that because of him I can, I will and am in the act of letting go of fear.
The more I grow, the more he can, and vise versa.
We are in a contest with each other to overcome our own shortcomings, but we pursue this goal hand in hand.
We are upfront and honest.
We discuss the dynamics of relationships, and that our friendship will be stronger than the passionate love that exists right now.
We accept our faults. We pus
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so a last minute submission tonight is totally okay? ^_^