Don't Leave Me Alone

I feel like he is holding me
I closed my eyes and his arms came out
They wrapped around me, reaching in into my heart
Make me skip a beat, my love
My vessels pinching
I cry in joy, or pain, not sure

My ghost has come to get me
I feel my insides grow warm
I curl up into myself
I feel him pushing his spirit in
Forcing me to stay inside

I feel my eyes, my mouth, my ears close up
My skin tinkles and tickles and whispers
My eyes sting at the tears trapped
My head aches and my illogical thoughts

I feel you, my lover, wrapping your ghost around me
I feel you hold me, comfort me, love me
And I still, as when alive
I beg you to take me away
To another place
Somewhere safe

But you refuse and you hold me
Without a single word
Without a single doubt

You hold me,
Hold me hold me hold me
As I weep and cry and beg you
To just take me with you

I need you to take me away my love
I want to be with you but I can not

I know you want me to stay alive
To fall in love again
And create a legacy for us to leave behind

You pushed me to poetry, to heal my heart
You guide my steps, to keep me safe
Prevent accidents, tragedies

My guardian angel,
Why can’t I be yours?