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*TheLeavesOfMemory

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About Me Premium Member Emotional Poet Darla F*-$%@19/Female/Canada Recent Activity Deviant for 8 Months
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He loves me.
by *TheLeavesOfMemory
Thinking aboutI was thinking about someone else when you kissed me.  the taste of your death grazed my lips and I froze  sitting alone.   
It was like the world rewinded for a little while  as I sat shaking, crying, praying no  man would notice.   
I could see the sunset as the bus rushed into  the nightlife, my dancing feet  aching, eager.   
As I got off the bus, I saw a set of gloves  tucked into a seat and I remembered  the last time we ever spoke.   
You told me that you lost yours, my  
gift to you, and you  almost cried.   
Waiting, pacing under city Thinking about
by *TheLeavesOfMemory
Drive 6. The trailMan slaughter.  
 
It was almost painless the way those words rolled off the judges tongue, and I grimaced, shaking, praying that the justice system would give me some undeserved mercy, allowing me enough freedom to go and end this myself. It was divine justice, forcing me to feel this undying pain and grief and guilt.  
 
I felt as if I should be forced to starve, to stab myself between my heart and ribs until I could no longer breathe. Force me to stay alive. I am a murderer, please just give me the punishment for that.   
I loved her, but my own selfish wants, to be normal, unafraid; it killed her in my arms. Drive 6. The trail
by *TheLeavesOfMemory
it is patience.
by *TheLeavesOfMemory
I'm letting goI'll let my soul drift for awhile  let my spirit graze by strangers  my tears spout curiosity  until someone grabs my passing hand  holds my fingers to their face  and says  "tell me where this dream has been"   
I'm going to let the hurt go for a bit  and let the wind blow my emotions  between the grass and leaves,  like a miracle you just missed.   
I'll blink my eyes slowly,  inhaling the tastes of  passing ghosts.   
I'm going to dance, with  vodka in my hand  and my playful heart  on top my lips.   
I'll imagine a better yesterda I'm letting go
by *TheLeavesOfMemory
My gift to you.
by *TheLeavesOfMemory
These are my most recent pieces, most of them have something to do with grief, death, or love ... really they all do.

Please read, it helps me to share my emotions, even if its with strangers.
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Standing

The feeling of hope is fading.

The person I was is changing

Critiques

Drowning Should Be...
by *Eloquent-Weapon

What I like about this is it started off feeling very real but it turned into a magnificent metaphor (a cliche one, but beautiful never...

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seasonal
by *zefiraelRain

My first impression of this is image was 'wow' I love it. At first I thought it was a summer vs. winter image, but I read the...

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Lonely Pictures


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Just some beautiful images I've found around dA.

I invite you to sit back, play some sad songs and watch this, their are some highly emotive and powerful images that I invite you to check out for yourself.
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Random Favourites

Secret
by ~Silversun047
In my mind...I hold your hand, you hold  
 
mine...tight. Our grip strengthens,  
 
together forever. Rain falls down from  
 
the sky. A beautiful day for everyone  
 
to see. We walk, through the night,  
 
in the rain. Brighter then the stars  
 
above, your beautiful blue eyes  
 
glimmer in the moonlight. A perfect  
 
night. I kiss you, you kiss me.  
 
everything is fine, everything is  
 
perfect. My life is complete. My hand  
 
feels cold, it empty. your gone, i'm  
 
alone. Alas my perfect world was all in my mind. i'll be alo In my mind...
by ~blueeyesredroses
Ya ... I know I fav a lot but I want to be able to look back and find the little pieces that made me smile, made me frown. Most of the things I favorite because they have one small point, one small piece that touches me, reminds me of someone special ... or shows how I feel, or how I think he would feel, or if I just think its plain old good writing. I dunno why I fav things, I just need to having a collection of writing/pictures waiting for the day I break into tears.
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What would you do? 

53%
25 deviants said wait for the day your soulmate comes, even if it is not till just before your deathbed.
30%
14 deviants said love everyone completly, but be 'loved' by no one
17%
8 deviants said cling to the ghost of a long lost lover
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Hiya. :)

Journal Entry: Tue Nov 10, 2009, 10:25 PM
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:heart: :heart: :heart:

So I finally cleared my dev inbox... which had some things going back to June.... wow..

So now I am actually commenting on the things people post again... yay!

And my lovely sister is finally getting a bit more active on the site, as she has chosen to entire =th3krimzon1 "Believe" Contest, with this little piece of loveliness, which I think you should all look at:


Give her some love.
:heart: :heart:

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Seriously, I have improved so much (emotionally) from when I first stumbled on this site however many months ago... and I know a lot of my watchers have actually been watching me stumble back from hell.

You guys kept me sane when my world crumbled. And I think its fate I found this site. I've made so many great friends.

I can always count on my friends in the RE chat to listen to whatever new boy dramas I have, or to listen to me when I'm alone and grieving. I can count on a few of you to favorite anything, to comment here and there, etc.

And looking back at some of the things I wrote before.... wow depressing.

I've learned to let happy moments be happy, and sad moments be sad, and what I've learned to do is truly live in the moment.

Like, I believe in fate... how everything happens for a reason...

destiny brought me to dA.
so dA could help me heal.
I may be broken still
but I am coming togeather

There's actually a really good story about how I ended up making my account. It's a little bit strange, and asks you to believe in spiritual things, so I don't really feel safe sharing it unless your open to knowing it, so just ask if you wanna know. It's beautiful

:heart:

(the whole point of this was to feature my sister... sorry for the mini sentimental rant, I'm in a good mood right now)


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  • Mood: Sentimental
  • Listening to: my voicemail
  • Reading: simple love songs
  • Watching: life being beautiful
  • Playing: love games
  • Eating: old worries
  • Drinking: new dreams

Journal History

deviantID

Because like chocolate, irresistible
death cannot resist us.

plus chocolate is supposed make us feel like we're in love ... right?

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Parents House
  • Interests: Reading, Writing, Dreaming, Doodling
  • Favourite movie: The Lake House
  • Favourite band or musician: Switchfoot, The Fray, The Killers, James Blunt
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock: Classic and Alt.
  • Operating System: Vista
  • MP3 player of choice: Samsung P2
  • Tools of the Trade: Laptop

Shoutbox

*TheLeavesOfMemory:iconTheLeavesOfMemory:
CANDY! :chew:
Sat Oct 17, 2009, 7:15 AM
*zefiraelRain:iconzefiraelRain:
*throws candy*
Mon Oct 5, 2009, 5:01 PM
~divinshki:icondivinshki:
Yepyepyep. :XD:
Fri Sep 4, 2009, 2:16 PM
*TheLeavesOfMemory:iconTheLeavesOfMemory:
YAYA! Cookies and Brownies! :glomp:
Tue Sep 1, 2009, 6:53 AM
~divinshki:icondivinshki:
Dances in shoutbox, gives TheLeavesofMemory cookies and brownies*
Sun Aug 30, 2009, 2:28 PM
=RedEarthofTerra:iconRedEarthofTerra:
Yay boxes!
Sat Aug 29, 2009, 10:36 AM
*TheLeavesOfMemory:iconTheLeavesOfMemory:
:hug: thankyouuuu
Wed Aug 19, 2009, 5:25 PM
=bluetreehugger:iconbluetreehugger:
I love your gallery...
Sat Aug 15, 2009, 2:28 PM
~divinshki:icondivinshki:
:icondanceykindofdanceplz:
Thu Jul 2, 2009, 11:12 AM
=Permanent-Insanity:iconPermanent-Insanity:
:hug::hug::hug::hug::hug:
Sat Jun 27, 2009, 7:51 AM
*TheLeavesOfMemory:iconTheLeavesOfMemory:
:chew: yes you are :D
Thu Jun 25, 2009, 7:30 PM
=Permanent-Insanity:iconPermanent-Insanity:
HEhe I'm here again :D
Tue Jun 23, 2009, 10:50 PM
~divinshki:icondivinshki:
:lmao: at Permanent-Insanity.
Sun Jun 21, 2009, 5:58 AM
*TheLeavesOfMemory:iconTheLeavesOfMemory:
I got drink last night :giggle:
Fri Jun 19, 2009, 9:46 AM
*ash4love:iconash4love:
Hey love! Hope you're doing well :heart::heart:
Thu Jun 18, 2009, 7:25 PM

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:iconyouinventedme:
*YouInventedMe Nov 13, 2009, 3:03:05 PM
thanks for the :+fav: on The rest is easy.



xo!

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*TheLeavesOfMemory Nov 13, 2009, 3:07:43 PM
Your quite welcome! I really liked it :)

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JN: ~25.09.89 - 14.01.09~ Forever in my heart

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=RedEarthofTerra Nov 11, 2009, 8:02:27 PM
Thank you for the favorite! :)

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"And one must be danced with, at all costs."
-Rhett Butler, Gone with the Wind
:blackrose: Jessa Rose :rose:
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*TheLeavesOfMemory Nov 11, 2009, 9:55:28 PM
your welcome :D

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JN: ~25.09.89 - 14.01.09~ Forever in my heart

Member of =RawEm0tion ~Acid-Burst-Love-Fed
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=MyOwnFormOfTherapy Nov 11, 2009, 11:13:36 AM
:D thanks for the watch!

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"And he pushed them
And they flew"
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*TheLeavesOfMemory Nov 11, 2009, 12:20:52 PM
Your welcome :D

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JN: ~25.09.89 - 14.01.09~ Forever in my heart

Member of =RawEm0tion ~Acid-Burst-Love-Fed
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~YouCantUnderstand Nov 10, 2009, 11:21:00 PM
Thanks for the :+fav: on 'Waking Up'. It truly means a lot to me. (: Glad you enjoyed it! :heart:

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I can live without you, but without you I'll be miserable at best. She makes me feel beautiful again. She takes away my pain. In her arms, I can be free. In her eyes, I can be myself. For her, I'd give anything. I love her so very much. <3
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*TheLeavesOfMemory Nov 10, 2009, 11:22:50 PM
I loved it.. so your very welcome :heart:

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JN: ~25.09.89 - 14.01.09~ Forever in my heart

Member of =RawEm0tion ~Acid-Burst-Love-Fed
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~kittykittyhunter Nov 7, 2009, 11:47:48 AM
Thanks for the fave~ :hug:

--
yuujyou wa kokoro no chuugi

~ The heart’s loyalty is friendship.
:icontheleavesofmemory:
*TheLeavesOfMemory Nov 7, 2009, 6:35:57 PM
your welcome :heart:

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JN: ~25.09.89 - 14.01.09~ Forever in my heart

Member of =RawEm0tion ~Acid-Burst-Love-Fed
Avatar by ~marchetooo

:heart: CONTEST FOR A CAUSE! WINNERS [link] :heart:
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