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About Me Varied / Hobbyist Premium Member Darla F*-$%@Female/Canada Recent Activity
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These are my most recent pieces, most of them have something to do with grief, death, or love ... really they all do.

Please read, it helps me to share my emotions, even if its with strangers.

Random Favourites

Ya ... I know I fav a lot but I want to be able to look back and find the little pieces that made me smile, made me frown. Most of the things I favorite because they have one small point, one small piece that touches me, reminds me of someone special ... or shows how I feel, or how I think he would feel, or if I just think its plain old good writing. I dunno why I fav things, I just need to having a collection of writing/pictures waiting for the day I break into tears.

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13 deviants said Metaphor-rich poetry that is more likely to apply to you
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7 deviants said Detail-oriented poetry that is obviously the authors true love story

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Journal Entry: Mon Nov 14, 2011, 9:22 AM
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In this last week I have grow and healed more than I have in the last year. For the first time in my life I have found a grip on who I am and WHY I am the way I am. My whole life I've been on autopilot, in survival mode, and I didn't know why. I always believed that my health and my mind would always just be a bit - off.

I am dreamy, spacing, scatterbrained. My brother used to ask me if I was deaf when I missed bits of conversation.

I got medication for anxiety, and I discovered this bold, energetic Darla where medication should dumb me down. I found it hard to stay still - I couldn't do what I wanted, I had to move. And I figured out that the anxiety was a mask for the real problem: ADHD. I'm going to try to get a diagnosis this week.

On Thursday morning Shawn gave me a medication that fixes his blood sugar- but could also help with ADHD.

About an hour later, as I got off the bus and started walking to work, the world stopped moving. My thoughts stopped spinning. And I could SEE like I hadn't been able to SEE for my entire life. I could see everything in front on me, stillness, calm, peace. Normally I am walking quickly, never noticing the traffic or the people or the houses. But I could see it all, on this cold fall morning. I cried. Normally if I had an emotional moment like this I would throw away the whole day to explore it- but I walked to work- pulled myself together. I sat down at my desk and I looked up and I took in my surroundings as if I had never seen them before... and I just started working. I did more work that morning than I had done in the last week. Coworkers talked to me and I didn't find it annoying. I talked to my boyfriend later and I could really hear ALL of what he was saying and I laughed a whole new laugh. No more nervous laugh. Everything feels new. I've been blind my whole life- and now I can see- with no background chatter, no static, no noise. The world just is- and I can finally feel like I'm a part of it.


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Darla
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Life has a way of sneaking up on you. In a really really nice way sometimes

Current Age: 21
Current Residence: Living with my significant other, but in separate rooms.
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:iconestallidos:
~estallidos Jan 27, 2012  Professional Writer
thanks for the favorite!

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You write beautifully. =)
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*TheLeavesOfMemory Jan 19, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Aww thanks :)

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:hug: :heart:

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Hello world! I love you. :eager:
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*TheLeavesOfMemory Dec 28, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
:tighthug: :heart:

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*majorkerina Dec 11, 2011  Student Writer
Thank you so very much for the honor of your favorite of my story ^^V.
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*TheLeavesOfMemory Dec 11, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
I also shared it on facebook because I thought it was something special ;) :hug:

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*majorkerina Dec 12, 2011  Student Writer
Ah ^^. Cool.
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~EternalDarkness18 Dec 9, 2011  Student Digital Artist
Thanks for the watch!!:hug:

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