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Drive. 3 - NumbMy name is Joey.Drive. 3 - Numb
Today I killed my girlfriend. It wasnt my fault, but it was. And Im not sure if anyone will listen to me or care or give a damn.
I loved her and Im not a sappy guy who says that all the time. Im an asshole who makes bad jokes and loses friends but for some reason Kara saw past that. Fuck, she looked right into my soul and saw that a part of me was broken. She once told me that I was her torn heart, and she would fill the holes with pieces of her own. That girl spouted poetry like a fountain spouts water.
I hope they lock me up and let me rot in jail for the rest
| An ongoing project I have started. Not all love stories have happy endings. The true story lies in how you recover from an unhappy ending.. |


Thinking aboutI was thinking about someone else when you kissed me. the taste of your death grazed my lips and I froze sitting alone.Thinking about
It was like the world rewinded for a little while as I sat shaking, crying, praying no man would notice.
I could see the sunset as the bus rushed into the nightlife, my dancing feet aching, eager.
As I got off the bus, I saw a set of gloves tucked into a seat and I remembered the last time we ever spoke.
You told me that you lost yours, my
gift to you, and you almost cried.
Waiting, pacing under city


Drive 6. The trailMan slaughter.Drive 6. The trail
It was almost painless the way those words rolled off the judges tongue, and I grimaced, shaking, praying that the justice system would give me some undeserved mercy, allowing me enough freedom to go and end this myself. It was divine justice, forcing me to feel this undying pain and grief and guilt.
I felt as if I should be forced to starve, to stab myself between my heart and ribs until I could no longer breathe. Force me to stay alive. I am a murderer, please just give me the punishment for that.
I loved her, but my own selfish wants, to be normal, unafraid; it killed her in my arms.


I'm letting goI'll let my soul drift for awhile let my spirit graze by strangers my tears spout curiosity until someone grabs my passing hand holds my fingers to their face and says "tell me where this dream has been"I'm letting go
I'm going to let the hurt go for a bit and let the wind blow my emotions between the grass and leaves, like a miracle you just missed.
I'll blink my eyes slowly, inhaling the tastes of passing ghosts.
I'm going to dance, with vodka in my hand and my playful heart on top my lips.
I'll imagine a better yesterda
| These are my most recent pieces, most of them have something to do with grief, death, or love ... really they all do. Please read, it helps me to share my emotions, even if its with strangers. |
| Just some beautiful images I've found around dA. I invite you to sit back, play some sad songs and watch this, their are some highly emotive and powerful images that I invite you to check out for yourself. |
Secret

In my mind...I hold your hand, you holdIn my mind...
mine...tight. Our grip strengthens,
together forever. Rain falls down from
the sky. A beautiful day for everyone
to see. We walk, through the night,
in the rain. Brighter then the stars
above, your beautiful blue eyes
glimmer in the moonlight. A perfect
night. I kiss you, you kiss me.
everything is fine, everything is
perfect. My life is complete. My hand
feels cold, it empty. your gone, i'm
alone. Alas my perfect world was all in my mind. i'll be alo
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"And one must be danced with, at all costs."
-Rhett Butler, Gone with the Wind
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"And he pushed them
And they flew"
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I can live without you, but without you I'll be miserable at best. She makes me feel beautiful again. She takes away my pain. In her arms, I can be free. In her eyes, I can be myself. For her, I'd give anything. I love her so very much. <3
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yuujyou wa kokoro no chuugi
~ The hearts loyalty is friendship.
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